The last three weeks have been the craziest of my life. I've been through many experiences that have changed who I am and the way I see the world. In many ways, I feel years older. I have been through emotions I didn't even know existed. But, I have loved deeper and more profoundly than ever before. I am so thankful for all of the help my family has received, and continues to receive. There are so many people that have touched each of our lives, and I don't know how to adequately say thank you.
So thank you, to all the close family member and friends who made sure we had food, help with hard things, or just company whenever we needed it. Thank you to distant friends or friends of my dad who sent their love and support without even knowing us personally. Thank you to random strangers who have been kind on the street, or considerate on the freeway. No small act of kindness has gone unnoticed, because each one has helped us survive. And finally, thank you to our Father in Heaven for all of the miracles, reassurances, and knowledge of this beautiful plan. Death is a part of life. It has brought some darkness, but has also brought to my attention all of the beauty in this life.
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I don't know you very well, but I have been praying for and thinking of you and your family. I don't have the courage to write about some of the hardest things I've experienced, which are not as hard as death. Thank you for your faith and courage.
ReplyDeleteThat's beautiful Amber. We love you guys, and are so excited to see you this weekend :) I want to wrap my arms around you. I know the grief you have gone through is so much more profound and difficult than what I have ever had to experience... but I know the heartache I felt when we lost our babies, and I still have that feeling of growth and amazement at the Lords plan. Those feelings will continue to be a blessing in your life, and bring you strength when you think you have none. We continue to think of you and your sweet family often. Love you a million and beyond!
ReplyDeleteThis was a beautiful post. I just saw your last one about your father. I'm so sorry for your loss! But isn't it amazing to know you'll see him again??
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